Sara
21 years old
Im currently loving starbucks, cats with captions, cooking, and clothing.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
(Source: tastefullyoffensive)
Blah.
Home sick today. I woke up in the middle of the night last night and John makes SO many wierd noises whilst sleeping that I just stayed up watching shows and stuff on his laptop. I wanted to go to the staff meeting at work but it’s getting snowier and I’m le tired.
On a happier note, friends are coming over tomorrow for dinner, hottub, and drinks :) We all don’t get to hang out as a group much and I really love doing the whole hostess thing! I’m actually really excited to go out today/tomorrow and get everything ready for it. Maybe I will even bake something ( and attempt not to eat it until they come over. ha. )
Hopefully I can convince John to find me a pretty tumblr theme now that I’m starting to post more often
This girl is seriously SO beautiful. I literally try every day for my hair to look like that too. Somehow it never turns out quite like it though!
This status by my ex-best friend was directed towards me.
I guess it’s a good thing I’m a human and not a whale. :)
No to sound conceited or anything, but
I think any guy would love to have me as their girlfriend.Ladies, I just want to let you know that the best thing to do in this situation is do what I always do and don’t let it get to you. Even if it hurts, you have to remember that if you retaliate, you’re only as low as the person calling you out on your flaws. Embrace your flaws. It took forever, but I’ve finally learned how to do it.
Something to keep me motivated and hopeful, as I’m repeating week 1 of C25K, since I found it so hard the first week. I can’t imagine moving on to anything more at this point. boo.
(Source: bluelist)
Day 2 of C25K
I tried a different podcast today, but it kind of confused me. I wasn’t sure if it was also giving time and the beginning and end for cool-down, and I liked how the original told me when I was almost finished.
Have you ever played bejewelled? You know the countdown at the beginning? I think she uses the same one to count down the transitions between running and walking.
It was… better than the first one I guess. I knew what to expect, and had better equipment/shorts/headphones etc. I still am INCREDIBLY slow, which really bummed me out. I know the mantra is to keep it slow, but I just wish I was going faster. Maybe eventually I will get there, or maybe I never will, who knows. I will probably repeat week 1 again next week. I just don’t feel like I’m doing well. I almost cried during the podcast yesterday when it said “you’re halfway through. You should not feel too out of breath, and you should be able to carry on a conversation. Soon you might start to get tired” ( or something along those lines )
At that point, I was sweating, panting, my head was pounding, my heart was pounding, and my legs felt like Jello — essentially the opposite of how I should be feeling. I almost stopped and gave up because I was so depressed about how I was doing. I remembered though something a friend of mine said to me the other day,
”pain is just weakness escaping the body”
Repeating this just might help me push through day 3 :)
When someone talks about something gross at the table
Reasons for re-joining tumblr:
1) talking about C25K, and trying to not look/feel like a gigantic blob.
2) ridiculous reblogs
I’m so pumped to have the day off work. As much as I love it, it’s going to suck when this “days off” thing is a regular occurrence come september when I go back to part time. I guess it’s time to start job hunting for a second part time job. I have to get my butt down to the hospital soon to check up on that one.
John’s at work today ( yay ) so I guess I’m going to bum around the house, then go shopping and pay my parking ticket, and pick up erica for PTY. It’s kind of ironic that I’m starting this whole “old-life-sucks-get-a-new-one” thing during the same week as the self confidence workshop at group. Ha. Good one.
